iLiveInAYellowSub

Well, isn't that cute. I suppose my last journal was 2 years ago give or take (didn't bother to look) and it seems like it would be more beneficial to me than the 1-2 people that will ever read it. So cute... How I expected things to be. That things would get better in the Air Force... That glorious pile of shit the recruiters feed you on your way in. Little did I know I'd walk out worse than I came in... With major depression, PTSD, OCP, 2 miscarriages and cardiovascular/respiratory problems. Glorious. So, with three ways out of the Air Force, I hastily made my way out to do what? Be a mom. Granted, this is a huge goal for me, but it's also

Educationally edcuation moment- Susan Boyle. I've never seen that show, but I heard about it and watched it on youtube. That was b-e-a-utiful. Things like that should happen more often. Also, I think there should be more hugs in a day. For every time you tell someone to fuck off, you should hug 5 strangers. That would leave me hugging a lot of strangers. I graduate soon. Ship off to basic training for the Air Force soon, as well. Things are kinda rapid at the moment. Gotta be excited, I suppose. I guess, I feel like I'm not leaving anything behind (even though I am)... Mostly, because so much is waiting for me at the other side! It's kind of